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Out cracked, shattered in a way you’ll never get back.

And then no more, the wealth of life- forgotten, rotten, rotten-and sick forevermore. Have mercy.Īnd let me into the night garden, you said with a glint.īorn sick from seed, raised well, but rotting from silkstomach, milkliver, lacelung.

You are a stonefruit, heartsplit, beneathĪMADEUS VU, isn’t it all you ever wanted? Isn’t it a relief from responsibility? But do you know, when you find yourself on earthen floor, drinking honeysuckle, peach, lilydine eating moss, dewberry, lime swallowing orchid, lichen, ulamine. Do You Know What Happens When You Cannot Find the Kingdom of the Divine What happens is that there is nothing more, there is no sublime, there is nothing that will save you, nothing that will come in time. Will you bring my body to the first floorĪ hyacinth-shade of me: no legacy, forgotten.

But my hands no longer know the weight of scalpel.

She, Amadeus-Her, could have left the gods in a sparkling fireplume of their own dry, glittering dust.

With a deft enough hand, I could’ve shaken it.

Oh, how, now, watch the starling sing-she does not sing like men, she does not sing of here, or everthen, she sings of Holy, but Of Holy, there nothing left.

I will never live long enough to see IF, WHERE, AND WHEN I could have contrived an escape, fashioned a key out of hairpin and jade to leave the gold bed, the shimmering cage.

But in my starling’s nest now, oh, can I only see: The End.

The fey are divine, and in time, I, too, would have learned divinity.

there is a deck on stilts, where I look at the mercurial fey, liquid-limb to liquid-limb, singing, and always having their way.

I dream of a house on stilts in the swamp. There is no such thing as Holy, and I will never know home. There was never before, and it will never be then, I will never find IF, WHERE, AND WHEN, I will never reach HERE, THERE, AND THEN. There is never going to be an Empress of Heaven. There is no kingdom of gods, no wonder, no more. Continued abuse of our services will cause your IP address to be blocked indefinitely.Warning: suicide On a Night Alone, I Have Nothing But My Own Please fill out the CAPTCHA below and then click the button to indicate that you agree to these terms. If you wish to be unblocked, you must agree that you will take immediate steps to rectify this issue. If you do not understand what is causing this behavior, please contact us here. If you promise to stop (by clicking the Agree button below), we'll unblock your connection for now, but we will immediately re-block it if we detect additional bad behavior. Overusing our search engine with a very large number of searches in a very short amount of time.Using a badly configured (or badly written) browser add-on for blocking content.Running a "scraper" or "downloader" program that either does not identify itself or uses fake headers to elude detection.Using a script or add-on that scans GameFAQs for box and screen images (such as an emulator front-end), while overloading our search engine.There is no official GameFAQs app, and we do not support nor have any contact with the makers of these unofficial apps. Continued use of these apps may cause your IP to be blocked indefinitely. This triggers our anti-spambot measures, which are designed to stop automated systems from flooding the site with traffic. Some unofficial phone apps appear to be using GameFAQs as a back-end, but they do not behave like a real web browser does.

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